Im waiting for some nasty pics from the sergeon, but I can tell you this..... If they found cancer, they were going to remove the offending (top) lobe of my left lung.
But why? Is this good or bad?......Bad I'm afraid - because my lungs are so damaged from smoking, they felt they had to leave half or breathing would be difficult.
Yes its still worth stopping, as it could prevent cancer and/or other conditions. It also means you can breath much better!
I'm told my lungs are 'black and nasty' - something you will see pics of when I get them. Even when you give up, your lungs will stay black and damaged.
I had a terrible night with pain - and I know chronic pain - a lovely nurse. Called Hannah saved me from myself. Typically i didn't ask for help and really suffered as a consequence......see PIC
I ended up crying, with the gravity of my situation really hitting me.
Thank you so much for your support - you learn who your real friends when things like this happen! If you should co e and visit, I'm on Dorcas Ward at Guy's, next to the Shard at London Briodge. You know how I am, just some nice company and aa chin wag!
I love you my wonderful best friend and brother.... xxx
ReplyDeleteHi John.... I'm sending all of my love and prayers to you and also a huge hug and kiss... Really hope your pain gets better soon. Your a beautiful strong person and you have so much love and support.... Lots of love sweetie xxxx Rachel (leelees sister) xx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you all the time. I know that you are stronger than you sometimes give yourself credit for - I've never known you to walk away and give up when you believe something is worth fighting for. You're also stubborn, and proud (!) - but don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it... we'll be here for you. Love you so much John xxx
ReplyDeleteA message from Tony Graham my darling.... Hey John, hope everything went well today and if you want to chat I've just been through the same, actual bowel cancer and completed treatment Radiotherapy and Chemotherapy, I have a few more scans to go but the oncologist is pretty positive we've got it all.
ReplyDeleteAnyway mate take care and Good Luck
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ReplyDeleteIt's really shit you're having to go through this. It's impossible to know what to say but if love from your friends makes a difference you'll be better in no time at all. XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
ReplyDeleteOh John... Thinking of you lovely guy. We will all be right by your side helping you through this journey. I know it must be so difficult right now but stay positive. Lots of love, Tim xx
ReplyDeleteKeep strong John.... Thinking of you lots and sending so much love xxxx
ReplyDeleteHi john - we only met the once but you left a big impression! I'm Jenny at 109 and I've been following Lee's posts about you. So sorry to hear about the cancer, thinking very much of you.
ReplyDeleteI'm also just over 6 weeks quit smoking. Smoked for nearly 30 years, so I know it's not a guarantee of anything, but I do feel better for it.
take care, remember it ain't over until the fat lady sings, and i don't sing on account of having a voice that sounds like a walrus with a toothbrush stuck in its throat xxxxxx